Hypochondriac. i want to die?

im always worried about my health issues and i cant take it any more. im scared about my wisdom teeth, im scared about a mole on the crease of my led i wont let the dr remove because ims cared to death of needles, doctors, pain, razors, blood, and the dr doing ANYTHING having to do with clothing removal. it is probably cancerous becuase its brown with a white dot and sticks out about alittle smaller than a pencil eraser and hurts when i wasl but i wont get it removed. id rather die of the cancer